am i??

adekah aku mementingkan diri sendiri?
bengang ngn amat lagi..
salah ke klu nk daten ngn bf sendiri??
aku sakit pun die xdtg..ok la xpe, die keje...
ni aku ajak teman makan pun xbleh...
hoh, cmni bape lame la aku bleh tahan ni..
susah sgt ke aku nk jumpe ko?
nak daten ngn ko?

ekceli its happen yesterday..
since pg lagi, i ask him to buy me some bread...
tgh amek baju kt linen, sisedu bleh larikkn my phone..
i ask him give back my phone..byk kali tepon..bengang tul.
amat da call byk kali, ati sudah panas,call xjawab...padahal da gitau...
so da amek roti, xkaco die sgt la pastu..
de call pun kejap2 jer..
tapi memang banyak la trase ngn die..
tp pendam je la..maleh nk gado lagi..tired n sick asik perang jer...
so before karaok with geng gotah, mintak die teman gi makan jap...
n last minutes arrengement, dorang tuka tempat plak & die dandan nak balik gak..
then i off call la...sakit ati..sape pentingkan diri sape ni..

die slalu bising aku pentingkan diri, tapi die?
for a year, berkepit ngn die,ari2 jumpe, then when i'm back to gombak, nk jumpe bf 3 hari sekali pun payah ker?
what for i have bf if like this??
still feel alone..better i'm single if like that..hoh..
before this klu nak kuar pun xpenah pikir tujuan,n now u think xde tujuan maleh nk kuar..wtf?

bukan saje aku nk maki ko mat, but i mad with u..
sakit ati, kecik ati, geram, ko susah nk paham prasaan aku ni..
although i'm look so cool, but i'm very sensitive person..
sampai bile la aku nk jd cmni?
i ask u to go when i mad, but u never have initiative to persuade me...
xpenah la..never seen u do that to me..

everytime we fight, i hope never seen u anymore..
never know ahmad faizal..
never see u...
but i can't..
u've been in my heart..
why to hurt to forgot u??

i cut my hair cuz of u,mad u,hate u, did u know that?
i think most of time u the cause, n u start mad with me when i'm abuse u..
my principal is easy, if u don't want me anymore, juz leave me...
orang xnak,aku xkan terhegeh2,tergedik2 kt ko lagi..
i still can survive..
before this, i'm strong girl..
i still can survive without love from man...
n without u i hope i still can be a strong girl..
more strong then past..

n i admitted with u, aku memang pentingkan diri sendiri..cuz i do this because myself..
dari aku sbok membahgiekan org yg xmembahgiekan aku, biarla aku sendiri yg menentukan kebahagiaan aku sendiri..not u, not my mom, not my dad not whosoever..hoh..i don't care...