adekah?adekah?

hohh...adekah aku bakal menjadi jande lg...
kali ni nk wtpe?
sedih?
nangis?
ketawe?
senyum jer kot..

napo susah bona org nk lekat ngn den....??

ala, apo den nk inform pamili den..
xde jodoh nek..
xde jodoh da tuk, nk wtcane??
klu ngn ibu, lg panjang lebar..
da clash da?pasnih crk yg hemsem ngn kaye..mate duitan punye org tue..nyampah gwe..
baik buruk mak den..tp dieni nk jual anak ker?
xpaham la...nnt mesti tye lg, abih xde la jumpe amat lg,xtepon..hah, fak...

lari gwe punye plan..xtau la wat my feel now..
nk kate hepi ade, rase kosong, keilangan pun ade..
life must goes on..nk bwk kmane..??
xde da tmpt la gwe nk menggedik2 nk manje yg xboleh wt ngn pamili ngn kengkwn..
i admitt miss him so much..
but wat for give him a chance but he never try to change, end of story its become my fault..i'm to ego..hoh..aku plak salah..

i hate u amat do this to me..
make me not in this world...
i can't give 100% attention for work..
should go far away n away...

luckily i got lucky draw vacation voucher 1k..dlm mesia pun dlm mesia la...

why my love story will end by sad stori.. when can i get hepi ending love stori?
anyone pls give me men who can take care of me...
i don't need him 24/7 with me, i need him when i need him..could u???


p/s, i write this with one hand...kikiki
sebelah lg thn empangan air mate pecah....klakar je nak nangih..geli gwe...